_ My New Found Wifey .<3

Phaha ! Ok so this bitch is absolutely amazing !(:
Honestly , our conversations are the best lol .
We're so damn in tune its ridiculous ;
She says I take the words right out of her heart , lol .
My Mrs. Lopez <3

_ Cant Face Reality .

Having a hard time walking away , so I just stand still w/ my back turned .

_ Obama .

Obama , first blk president --
Finally damn it lol .

_ Honestly ,

My backs against the wall .

_ Have Yu Ever ?.

Have yu ever had something tht yu wntd more then anything , but kno yu cant have right now because its really not the best thing for yu ?, However waiting is an option tht yu'd rather just rule out all together , but yer left w/ no other option BUT to wait ? Kinda where Im at right now . Stuck between what I want & what I need . Hopefully what I want doesn't slip away from me while I'm getting what I need . So I occupy my time & push my feelings aside to keep my mind off of what seems to be so far out of my reach & only time will tell what will become of this once so strong craving . So now I sit w/ nothing but a pocket full of anticipation .

_ So Far In `09 ,

I've learned to stop stressin about the bullshit & little things in life .

I became a cold , heartless bitch ;
& I know it , so reminding meeh about it wont do shit , so just stop .
Everything I do is for a reason , whether it makes sence to yu or not .
Whether yu agree w/ what i do , say or think --
Ima do meeh regaurdless & not give a fck to whatchu gotta say .
Im over the bullshit yall lames bringin to the table .
So I guess its back to the basics for meeh kids .
`09 is my year , fck all tha bullshit -- Dnt like me ? GREAT !
Shit dnt phase meeh ;

Why yu worried bout meeh doin meeh ?
Lets see yu doing yu -- Get off my shit .