_ I Mean What I Say !.

I dnt just say shit to say it . If ima take my time to say something , I obviously mean it . But when ppl doubt me or dnt believe what i say , to me theres no point in trying to convince them tht what i say is real . I said it once , twice , three times before ; & if yu didnt believe me the first time -- i dnt kno what else to tell yu . Take my word or dnt -- i've said what i had to say . Yu can believe me or not , just thought yu woulda had a little more faith & trust in me .

_ I've Come to Realize ;

That i really need to start dancing again .

_ Ride or Die .

Shes my sister , my other half , my partner in crime , my right hand bitch , my ride or die , my everything . I love her w/ all my heart . No matter what bullshit we go thru , thats my sister & cant nobody come between us . Not a nigga , not a bitch -- NOBODY !. She knows me damn near better then i kno myself ; i dnno what i'd do w/out her sometimes . Shes there for me whenever i need her & does the little shit that matters . Big sis got mah back , thru it all & i got hers . I havent seen much of her lately , but we've both been on our grown up shit , lol tryna do what we gotta do . But trust , yu'll see us out & about sooner thn yu kno .

ILOVEYU,SIS !.<3

_ The 80/20 Rule !.

Fellas ; Live by it !
Once yu find ur 80 , plz --
dnt ever give it up for that 20 . TRUST ME ,
its not worth it . It may seem like it is @ first --
but after a while , yur going to realize
(sooner than later) what yu had .
& yu never truely miss something until AFTER its gone .



Believe me on this one .

_ Peace of Mind ?.

My life ? Hm , lately it's been -- interesting lol . It's been nothing but ups & downs , backs & forths , rights & wrongs ; And in a sense , I guess yu could say that I've been looking for some closure . The only thing is , the one person who can give me that closure , is me . I've been searching w/in myself trying to find something that I locked away a long time ago -- trying to break old habits & start new ones ; Start my life over as if it were brand new . Thats a pretty hard thing to do when you're already 16 going on 17 years into yur life . Well , im getting through it -- just taking it one step @ a time ; slowly but surely making progress .




Lifes a bitch , yu just gotta learn how to bitch back .